Man, Myth, Brother, Friend, Gone

I would love to say that today was a wonderful day, but if I did I would be lying. In truth I am heartbroken and sick to my stomach and hoping that the news isn't true. I am praying that my brother, my friend is still alive and this is all some sort of cruel sick joke. I want him to come in world oblivious to what has happen cracking jokes. I want him to sneak up behind me and tickle me or marvel at some cool new place that we have discovered. Above all else, I DON'T WANT HIM TO BE GONE FROM ME FOREVER!
My poor Blue Skye, they had just moved into a house down the hill from us. We had matching houses even and now this. Oh Skye, things were just getting good for the two of you. Believe me when I say he absolutely adored you, he loved you honey, so much. You were his world Skye, never forget that!
I am sorry to cut this short but I can't do this right now. It hurts too much.

I miss you Bro.


Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.-
Tears in Heaven
Eric Clapton


I See Dumb People, All The Time......

Now before anybody gets their panties in a bunch, let me explain. Even though the party was in my honor (still haven't figured that one out but, Dixon Hill is on the case), I took a turn mixing up the music. I was in IM Hell get the standard requests and watching for tips so I could thank people. Well this IM pops in from a guy who I was supposed to interview a few days before when I had my internet crash. Anyhoo, I tell the guy that I am DJing and he needs to speak to Val or Erbo. This lovely person continues to IM me for another 15 minutes. In the words of Carlos Mencia, "Dee dee dee." Well finally I tell him to talk to Val and he goes to do so. Five seconds later he is banned from the club all together. After many IMs sent from me to Erbo and a few from the Genius, it basically breaks down that he told Val to blow him. Refer to the lines previously quoted by Mencia. He claims that his younger brother did it and is allowed back in the club.
Later on Erbo and I are shopping when we meet up with Val and Zues, guess who IMs me. Dee dee dee. He still wants to talk about the job, not gonna happen hun. His typing needs serious spell check and anyone as dense as him needs remedial classes and not a hosting position where typing is key. Long story short he got booted and banned again. HEY BRAINCHILD, GO PLAY IN TRAFFIC!! IT WON'T HURT A BIT!!
On the lighter side if life, I bought Erbie a nice Superman necklace and some clothes from Blaze.And we also got a maching outfit from there as well. We actually got to spend a lot of QT together and it was so awesome. I have to admit that I missed us doing that together. It seems that lately we are always doing something or another for the club and never have anytime for ourselves. I do severely miss our QT.
Well tomorrow is the Isabel Sim stress test also known as the Sheter Ball and Lag City. If you don't get there early enough forget about ever moving away from where you TP'd in at. Ok you can move it will just take you half an hour to do it. LOL Tomorrow's them is Wedding so I had to hunt down a wedding dress since Erbo and I eloped. Well I found one that is absolutely gorgeous and hope that I will win at least one prize tomorrow.
Other than that I will try to remember to get some pictures tomorrow. Tonight you will have to deal with what I affectionately call "Soon to be Dead Puppy". Oh and as promised here are the full Japanese words to Ready, Steady, Go by L~Arc~en~Ciel. I know what they mean in english, see if you can figure it out. :-) See you in the funny papers kiddies.




fukitonde yuku fukei korugaru you ni mae e

kurushi magure demo hyouteki wa mou minogasanai

ate ni naranai chizu yakute shimaeba ii sa

uzumoreta shinjitsu kono tenohira de tsukami torou

muchuu de (hayaku) kake nukete kita

urusai kurai ni harisake sou na kodou no takanari
hibite (yonde) iru kimi no koe
koko de tachidomaru you na jikan wa nai sa
kazoe kirenai kizu kakae konde ite mo
chotto yasotto ja tamashi made wa ubawasenai
ano oka no mukou de kimi ni deaeta nara
nani kara hana sou sonna koto bakari omou yo
muchuu de (hayaku) kake nukete kita
urusai kurai ni harisake sou na kodou no takanari
hibite (yonde) iru kimi no koe
koko de tachidomaru you na jikan wa nai sa

kokoro wa (hashiru) ano sora no shita

karamawari suru kimochi ga sakebi dasu no o tomerarenai
kimi made (todoke) kitto ato sukoshi
atsuku hizashi ga terasu kono michi no mukou



Well If This Crap Don't Suck.......

What does? I just got administratively booted because SL had some bug in the system. Will the madness ever end? Actually, I really freaking doubt it. It was in the middle of a really cool party that Erbo and Val threw for me for some strange reason I have yet to fathom, but what the hell I was having fun. Well now comes the wait in the hopes that it will be back up within a reasonable amount of time, but who can ever ever tell?
And now comes the wait.............


-Adult Swim is teh suck-


fukitonde yuku fukei korugaru you ni mae e
kurushi magure demo hyouteki wa mou minogasanai

ate ni naranai chizu yakute shimaeba ii sa
uzumoreta shinjitsu kono tenohira de tsukami torou

muchuu de (hayaku) kake nukete kita
urusai kurai ni harisake sou na kodou no takanari
hibite (yonde) iru kimi no koe
koko de tachidomaru you na jikan wa nai sa
Ready Steady Go
Full Metal Alchemist Theme Song*

*At some point I will post the full lyrics for this song.......eventually. :-)

Confusius Says....

OMG! I didn't post yesterday, the world has come to and end! No actually is was lack of sleep that caused me to pass out before I could and sleep until 7 p.m. (Central time) tonight. Guess I was tired.
Now, I did DJ last night and made some decent tips considering I had L$4 before I started spinning and quite a bit more than that when I was done (somewhere in the L$700 neighborhood). And.......then I crashed and lost it all. Nice bug! LL hates me, I swear it sometimes. Alas, all's well, sometimes ends in shit. Very stinky shit too.
I do have a rant tonight on something I observered but that will come in a bit. Tonight I got some "Sploder love and made a decent chunk of change (Lindens). And since I had the day off, I was able to participate in the contests and won the first one. Blue Skye won the second one. Of course with the increasing back account comes the need to appease the Gods of Shopping otherwise they get angry and the vendors eat your money or you crash and lose it all. (No, I am not going to let that go for a while, it pissed me off.) Ah since I mentioned the contest I shall insert rant here.
The Rant
Why is it when a man sees a hot girl (or what he thinks is a hot girl) he feels compelled to talk to her and TOUCH her without finding out a few pertinent facts yet, like is she married (partnered, whatever)? Enter said doorknob. The contest was Sexy Nurse and Doctor and I had on some revealing clothes and a lab coat. Since it is common courtesy to greet people when they come in, I said "Hello". Big mistake! He instantly latched on to me and the game was afoot. Nice, since you can't miss my ring or the hand that it blings on OR the matching on blinging a foot away from you. Genius! Ok, he's being nice and wants to just dance. Wrong again! We have the comments rolling now, and I mean "Can you be anymore obvious?" pickup lines. I discreetly direct him to the profile and Captain Oblivious completely misses the hint. Erbo is DJing tonight and makes a few comments to and about me over the air. Master of the Obivious misses those too. By now I am internally laughing my ass off, because anyone else would have figured it out by now. It should be a crime to be that dense! And since we are just dancing and it is just comments no harm, no foul. Then, he put his hand in the small of my back and rubbed. GAME OVER! GAME FREAKING OVER! I backed away and redirected him discreetly to the profile. I should have beat him over the head with it. Long story short, he eventually left WITHOUT getting a clue. What planet do you have to be on for you to be able to blatantly disrespect the sanctity of someone's relationship and think it is okay? Dancing is one thing but oozing sexual innuendo that is never going to get you off home plate is another. And you should NEVER touch a lady without her permission not matter how she is dressed! Maybe if I had slapped him, he would have got the point and believe me I was sorely tempted. Why do some men think it is okay to hit on whatever woman they want too, taken or not? Oh yeah, most men are dogs that's why. Well, it's not right and not all women cheat. Well, I have a ball peen hammer and a nail for the next one that puts his hands on me. Don't know what I intend to do, watch Serpant and the Rainbow. I hate being put in that type of position it is not nice and very disrespectful and if you are that clueless go to PnH or pick up a hooker. You will defintely get luckier than pissing me off!
Anyhoo, other than the doorknob things were pretty good today. I got to appease the Gods of Shopping and yet again succeeded in blowing damn near all my cash. I am glad I no longer have to pay rent or that would suck. But I like having my own house now, I can listen to and do what I want and I have the fountain with the fishies.
There was a minor disturbance in Paradise but I shall side step that and not go into it. All I shall say is that sometimes I hate wearing my heart on my sleeve, I seem to get my feelings hurt so easily. It is almost as if someone says the wrong thing or I take something the wrong way (which I am famous for) I will be reduced to either being pissed off or crying my heart out. I hate being like that but, a leopard can't change his stripes and I can't change who I am. I am overly sensitive and moreso when I don't get enough sleep. Being sensitive has a good side, like the fact that I can tune in to others and care more about peoples' feelings and I love to help out and offer comfort. On the other hand I feel like I walk on eggshells because I don't want to hurt anyone else's feelings and don't want people to misunderstand me. Catch 22, at least it seems that way because either I get my feelings hurt or I inadvertantly hurt someone else. How do I solve this? I keep my mouth shut, which in and of itself is not a good thing because, I end up not talking about the "Valid" problems or issues that I have. Jeesh, I am complicated sometimes, but all is fair in love and war.
Well, I am off to do some homework before I head to slumberland. See you in the funny papers, kiddies


-But touch my tears with your lips,
Touch my world with your fingertips,
And we can have forever,
And we can love forever,
Forever is our today,
Who waits forever anyway?
Who Wants To Live Forever


I Smell Sex and Candy Yeah......

Well were to begin. Today was okay, not the best and not the worst. First off, I started the day by talking to Chris and arranging more plants and stuff in the garden, then I went and talked to Skye G., Chris's significant other. After our friendly little visit I went back to my house to finish up the garden. By the time Erbo logged in I had a tropical paradise going on. We finished it up with a fountain pool complete with fishies. You can see Val and I sitting by it in the picture above.
Well I have to admit that lately I have been feeling a little stressed and that stress has spilled over onto others as all around bitchiness for lack of a better word. I had someone call me on it in an IM earlier today and failed to miss her point until later on in the evening, when something that Erbo said totally ticked me off and make me beat myself up over it. Generally, since I tend to be easy going it is easier for me to start to ponder my own deranged mood swings and examine the situation as a whole. This helps me to pinpoint the pebble in the shoe so to speak and in doing this, I was somewhat able to better vocalize what was bothering me in a conversation that was held later on. Well at least I think I did.
Anyhoo, during the course of the evening I was contacted by a store owner who wanted to place a vendor in the club. I had been trying to catch up with him since Monday when he was originally supposed to put the vendor in but had not been able to. He finally got hold of me tonight and said that he had been having trouble with the vendor. Being the consumate business woman that I am I offered to continue to hold a space for him if he succeded in fixing the vendor. He asked me to come see him. I assuming that he wanted to continue to talk business, I went. Long story short lets just say that I was sorely mistaken and that he is a sleazebag who was attempting to come between me and Erbo. Well, with Erbo's help I got the hell out of there and proceeded to tell him and Val want happened. In any event neither he nor his vendor is allowed in the club. To tell you how clueless this guy is, after I beat a hasty retreat he was still IMing me to tell me he would be discreet and see if I was coming back. Now it is my understanding that this sleazebag is married and if so I feel sorry for his wife.
Well that was my cracktastic day and I failed to include the few attacks on Shelter that I was privy too. All in all while it was not so bad it wasn't all that great either. Hopefully I will get back to my sunshiny self and stop feeling so out of sorts. See you in the funny papers.


-Something happens and I'm head over heels
I never find out til I'm head over heels
Something happens and I'm head over heels
Ah don't take my heart, don't break my heart
Don't, don't throw it away.-
Head Over Heals
Tears for Fears


And Do You Feel Scared, I Do.......

Well for a day that started off so fun, it fell into the crapper really freaking quick. I bounced around with Chris and Val looking at houses and then had to go and take a nap seeing as how I had been up for a while. Before I left I ran into my friend in need, we talked briefly and all things seemed hunky dory.
Well when I returned from my nap we were all at Shelter having a good time and dancing. Well I had been shopping with Val before that when I got an IM from the other half of the friend in need. I directed the other half to the friend and decided to go from there.
Well long story short the friend ended up jumping down my throat for no other reason than they could and I spent the rest of what should have been a pleasant evening decorating my new house, absolutely miserable. Well the friend with their head up their ass spent the rest of the night IMing me to apologize but I was having none of that because I was not and am still not in the mood to deal with them. And I probably won't be for a while because everything they said to me was rude and freaking hurt my feelings.
Anyway on a positive not Val bought the plot next to ours and is now our neighbor, which is a good thing. She has a nice little house that she is fixing up on her land and we have boxed the villa for a moment and acquired a rather nice modern-style home (pictured above). I have really enjoyed furnishing it for the most part and the extra space allows for a gazeboa and trees along with some flowers.
Anyway, since I am not in the best of moods I am going to go for now. See you in the funny papers.


-We're not scared to lose it all
Security thrown through the wall
Futures dreams we have to leave behind
A thousand skeptic hands
Won't keep us from the things we plan
Unless we're clinging to the things we prize
And do you feel scared?
I do, but i won't stop and falter
And if we throw it all away
Things can only get better-
Things Can Only Better
Howard Jones


I Don't Care What You Say Anymore This Is My Life.....

Today was pretty decent not to much in the way of trouble. I like days like this when everything goes decent and there isn't too much in the way of trouble. The only dark spot was helping my friend and trying to keep them from doing anything silly or stupid. I hope I did not hurt their feelings tood badly but I have this compulsion to always tell the truth whether a person likes it or not. Want to know the truth ask me, want me to lie to you ask someone else. I like that philosophy, it makes life simpler. I don't like for other reasons besides the obvious one, but my second biggest reason is that I generally can't remember what I had for dinner yesterday, so how the hell and I going to remember what lie I told you last week? Therefore I don't lie. Besides lying promotes bad Karma.
Anyway we hammered out the pecking order of the Club's Management team so things should run a little smoother now and I have an office in the Villa that is totally sweet. I feel a lot better not having to worry about all the little details, now that I am able to just focus on a smaller part of the big picture. That reminds me I have to get the writeups together for this week's events. Man I am having a lazy week. I swear I just want to crawl under the bed and hide. =) You can't find me, I don't have to do anything right?
Anyhoo, live goes on. I guess I am too. I am going to go do some of the stuff I should have probably done last week and hope I don't get in too much trouble. LOL
And if you can find them, maybe you can hire the A-Team.


-I know what you want
I'm gonna take you to a midnight show tonight
If you can keep a secret, I've a blanket in the back seat on my mind
And a little place that sits beneath the sky
She turned her face to speak
But no one heard her cry
Drive faster boy
Drive faster boy-
Midnight Show
The Killers

Sorry no pic, blogspot was being stupid about the upload.


She's So Popular.........

Oh today was tons of fun. We (me and my twin sissy, Valorna) spent the day with Erbo. We got him new some long hair and he got us some nice necklaces and a new vendor in the process. The vendor that sole us the jewelry is going to be putting a little thing up in The Cutlass Club. So now we have two vendors and space for 2 or 3 more. Things are coming together rather nicely. We are sticking to the Thursday - Saturday schedule until we get some more manpower but I have this nagging feeling that I mentioned that before so I shall move on.
After the vendor deal we shopping for a formal for me and Val for the Shelter Ball. We found these cool matching outfits my white and Val's in purple. I also got a school girl outfit as well. Then we when to the wrong store and got the shoes for the outfit. After the shoes, off to the ball we went. I sat out by the pool while Erbo and Val danced the night way. Jacek came in drag which too fun
Ater the Shelter went to a brunch stores to shop. So over all It was a pretty decent evening and that makes het awesome hee. I put the picture up so that you can see the only way that you can tell us apart is with out eyes, and the fact that I wear glasses.

Well kiddies this is a short post because I can bearely keep my eyes open. Same bat time, same bat channel.


_You shut your mouth how can you say
I go about the things the wong way
I am human and I need to beloved
Just like everybody else does.-
How Soon Is Now?
Love Spit Love


And I Don't Want to Miss a Thing....

Well Comcast just left and I am now on my third modem. While I love the speed of cable internet, I am seriously considering reverting back to DSL. But my pride and my nerdiness won't let me. That and the thought of trying to run SL on DSL seems rather primed for several hours of cursing. So instead I make plans to take down the evil empire of Comcast, mwahahahaha.

Well, for the first 3 nights of its existence, The Cutlass Club seems to be holding it's on but I don't think that the four hour single event format is catching on. I think that people have gotten used to the 2 hour events and come to the club expecting to be able to party for 2 hours and take off. So, me thinks that we are going to have to rethinks that.
I believe we will eventually go to the 2 events a night scheme of things though. I do however, like having a live DJ 3 nights a week and I think the same DJ could work both events since it still is 4 hours either way. Hell as long as I remember not to attempt singing Bohemian Rhapsody with sour cream and onion potato chips in my mouth (don't ask please) I would not be to remiss to djing the 4 hour shift. My problem lies in coming up with events to have and since our club website is currently down trying to create schedules and keep up with employees is damn near impossible. Our dancer and host base has expanded a lot faster than I had expected and with no website, there can be no mass schedule mailings. I knew that it was going down but let's just say I did not expect to miss it this much. Note to self: Don't not the website. When it goes down you will miss it. :-)
Other than those minor things, I believe that things are moving along pretty well. But that is what the first couple of weeks of an opening are for, glitch detection.

And just when you thought it was safe to read on...........the rant has cometh.
I am djing last night and this young girl came in. First words out of her mouth was "Can anyone give me some money?" So after Erbo gives her some money and tells her to stop asking, not five minutes later this dizzy broad is asking again. So I tell her that she has worked on her first warning. Five minutes later she asks again and I tell her that she doesn't want to me to get to three. She the brilliant young lady starts pestering Erbo about a job and he directs her to my with explicit instructions to wait until after I finish spinning. This brainchild of the twenty first century starts calling my name!! I finally reach the extent of my patience and make my intentions very clear when I tell her "BYE!!" I didn't hear anything else from her after that.
My thing is, how hard is it to follow simple directions like "Leave the DJ alone until after the event"? WHAT FREAKING PLANET DID YOU BEAM DOWN FROM AND WHY DON'T YOU BEAM BACK?!?!?!?!?! I mean I learned the true meaning of patience last night dealing with this ray of sunshine. I must say she was rather dense for the most part until I made it crystal clear to her that I was about to eject her butt. My final words to her would be "Honey your are a wonderful example of what happens when oxygen doesn't reach your brain, GO PLAY IN TRAFFIC!!!!

Well I am rather bummed a bit and I am not to sure as to why. I think it might have to do with being tired since this was opening week. I dunno but I am sure that I will pull out of it eventually. Same bat time, same bat channel.


"Who drives our tanks? Black people. Why?
What is a tank but a sophisticated machine that
does drive-bys."
Carlos Mencia
from The Mind of Mencia ep.108


The Sound of A Computer Dying

Due to some serious problems with my internet on the provider side I was unable to complete my post. I have internet now but don't want to risk in dying in the middle of me posting. I should be fully functional Sunday (well according to Comcast I should be) and will bring you up to date then.
Stay tuned Kiddies.



My Backpack's Got Jetts

WOOT WOOT!!!! With a few minor glitches day one is under our belt and we are full steam ahead into day too. DJ Dani E. was powering the wheels of steel again. I have to admit that I have become rather addicted to spinning but I realize that it has to be down in moderation not only to keep the music fresh but to also keep from burning out on it. I must ay that I do believe givena little more time and practice I will have it down to a science. I got Erbie to try it out after the club cleared and now he has become "Der Erbinator". He sounds like a morning Dj to me because his is soooo cheerful and pleasant. I feel like I should be sitting in morning traffic with a cigarette and a cup of coffee bitching about the drive. (Actually he sounds quite good but since he is going to read this I have to give him crap.LOL)

But fortunately or unfortunately all good things must come to an end. The Rant Thing Cometh.....

The Rant
Why is it when someone pesters you about doing the job you hired them to do they leave you hanging. We had a certain young person, well actually two that we hired no call-no show tonight. One of them was so gung ho that we heard firom them just about every freaking day, several times a day and then on the big day he doesn't show up. What kind of BS is that? We didn't hear crap from him all day and still haven't heard from him as of yet!
How can a person be so irresponsible? They should at least have the decency to say "Hey something came up and I can't be there". But NOOOOOOOO, they just blow it off altogether and then if given a chance they probably would come up with some lame excuse like "I stubbed my toe and it hurt real bad so I couldn't use my hands". Well waa freaking waa and boo freaking hoo!!!!!! Grow up and get a life!! When put in a position of responsibility you are SUPPOSED to live up to that responsibility. It is amazing the number of young people who no longer care about doing a job to the best of their abilities any more. They no longer care about living up to their responsibilities. Well this is the type of BS that just PISSES ME OFF and I can't wait to tell the little twerp that he no longer has a job. I mean it was opening night for chrissakes!! What if I hadn't been prepared for the possibility? Then opening night could have been a disaster. People who lack the responsibility to take a job and do it well are at the top of my SH#T List and the all need to be dropped off on some deserted island and NUKED BACK TO THE STONE AGE!!!! The world would be a better place then.

Ok I am done but needless to say we have no placed another ad for DJs and this time the ad is more specific in detailing what we are looking for. It also gives the person strict instructions on the penalty for not following instructions and hopefully we will be able to replace the lost DJ. Other than that things are really peachy kee. Same bat time, same bat channel.

Dani E.

-My backpack's got jets
I'm Boba the Fett
I bounty hunt for Jabba Hutt
To finance my vette
I chill in deep space
A mask is over my face
Well I deliver the prize
But I still narrow my eyes
Cause my time I don't like to waste
Get down-
Fett's Vette
MC Chris

You Spin Me Right Round Baby......

Hells Yes!!!! Tonight we fired up the turntables with me at the helm for what was supposed to be a couple of hours after LL fixed the grid (gotta love those updates). Well I have to tell you I started at 6:30 - 7 pm SLT and it was about 3 am SLT when I finally stopped spinning!! The place was freaking packed and we weren't even open for business yet!!!!! All I can say is DAMN!!! It was positively awesome to see that many people having a hella good time. I just know things are going to fired up when we open officially tonight. For tonight everyone is going to be Pirate Chic and Erbie is going to go all out to look like Captain Jack from Pirates of the Carribean. I hope we have enough people there to bring the sim down.

Other than that I had to help a friend in need. Something that I can't go into details about but let's just say they felt a lot better after I spent sometime listening to them, That is something that just gives me a whole heap of warm fuzzies. Being able to help a friend in need and listen to their problems or let them cry on your shoulder is something that I enjoy doing. I think that everybody should have a friend like that and I am proud to be one of those people that others can depend on for just that.

Well kiddies, see you all at the sim crashing tonight!!! Be there or be L7!!


-Yeah I, I get to know your name
Well I, could trace your private number baby
All I know is that to me
You you like you're lots of fun
Open up your lovin' arms
I want some...want some-
You Spin Me Right Round
Dead or Alive


The Wolfman Cometh

Finally I am able to catch a picture of me with my absolutely wolfie, Akela. We were at the Shelter and I manage to circumvent his wolfie senses and snap this pic. Looking at it now I realize that Akela IS big enough to eat me. But he would never do that........right?

Oh Akela........


Alive and Kicking

Tonight was rather interesting. I hung at The Shelter for a bit and chatted with Akela and some others. The ever lovely Ms. Keeva was there as well. From The Shelter I bounced over to Soulmates for an event that they were having, Mismatched Clothing. I did not participate in the event because there was no way I could bring myself to wear something that did not match but I did dance and have a good time and that is also where the earlier post came from.

After Soulmates, Erbo and I headed back to the clubs to make sure the sound system was functioning correctly. We had one of our DJs, Alexi show up to help out. Everything works fine thank goodness. After Alexi left, Erbo was kind enough to let me take a turn at the wheels of steal and thus DJ Dani E. was born. I had so much fun that I mixed for a couple of hours. When I was done goofing off Zues and his "trophy girlfriend" Roni came by and hung out with us for a bit. I am going to show her some tricks of the trade when it comes to DJing. I have now jokingly dubbed her DJ Ron Ron. :-)

We danced into the night until Zues and Roni had to leave. So all in all it was a rather lovely evening and the clubs open in a day. Excited am I? Hells YES!!! So please stay tuned kiddies, same bat time, same bat channel.


-What you gonna do when things go wrong?

What you gonna do when it all cracks up?

What you gonna do when the love burns down?

What you gonna do when the flames go up?

Who is gonna come and turn the tide?

What's it gonna take to make a dream survive?

Who's got the touch to calm the storm inside?

Who's gonna save you?

Alive and kicking stay unitl your love is, alive and kicking

Stay until your love is, alive and kicking

Stay until your love is, until your love is, alive.-

Alive and Kicking

Simple Minds



These are the clubs that I have been talking about and they are all set to open JULY 20, 2006!!!!! Some come on down and join in the pirate themed fun. Doors open at 6 pm SLT and if you are lucky you might get to hear the wheels of steel being operated by DJ Dani E. (me).

And the Beat Goes On.....

Proof that sometimes it takes a woman or two to do something right. Here I am dancing with the lovely Myrana Trilam at Soulmates. We proved that women can always get the job done, :-) Thank you for the lovely dance Myrana.

All I Want....

Oh tonight was off the hook! It got off to a slow start at first but once that train got going, it was unstoppable. I bounced around for a bit and popped into Shelter were some of us girls gave Skilly a hard time for looking like a Willy Wonka Redux. At one point I commented while he was dancing with me that he smelled like chocolate and was a wonderful dancer. Some other girls commented that he could be our best friend and that we would all have to take turns giving him a whirl around the dance floor. His response was along the lines of fine as long as we didn't like and I commented that he gave new meaning to the never ending gobstopper. It got bad from there, everybody's mind took a detour to the gutter. LOL Then Skilly showed me his copy of the Tardis from Dr. Who and I just had to have one, soooo Skilly teleported me to the store and we looked around. While we were there he said some very sweet things about my friend Keeva and I was just all sappy on the inside because they were just that sweet. If you ask me I would say that Skilly is skillfully smitten with Ms. Keeva. :-) That is just sooo cute.

Anyhoo I digress. While at the store I got a feeling that we should head back to Shelter. We get back and who do I see? My favorite Wolfie, Akela!!!! We screamed each others names like we hadn't seen each other in 5 years, it was so funny. Then of course, I had to give him the customary belly rub because that is how we greet each other and I would have it no other way. I mean if I am having a bad day and Akela is around I just go give him a belly rub and everything is all better. Anyways, I took Akela to show him the villa and then we went to my home away from home, Gurl 6 to try and find him a better do. Well he went to try on one and when he took his old hair off his clothes went with it!!!! I was looking at human Akela in ALL of his natural born glory!! Needless to say (and I am ashamed to admit) I died laughing while Akela died of embarassment. Needless to say we decided that any further demos of hair styles would be done somewhere private. :-)

Well after Akela left I popped into the XXX Playground out of boredom and met Zues, a dancer there. We got to talking and he is a really nice guy with a girlfriend. Since his I dancer I mentioned to him about some positions at the clubs that will be opening soon. I gave him the lookie-loo and he thought everything was pretty cool. He said that he would talk it over with his girl and that he might have other friends that would also be interested. He also showed me his pet dragon and I just had to have one so he gave me the LM. Well after he blew my popsicle stand (get your minds out pf the gutter) I headed over to pet dragon central.

At pet dragon central is were my darling Erbie found me. While we were browsing it came down the wire that Gravity Club was having a leather and straps event and since had the perfect outfit and the prize money was right, we decided to go. And guess what kiddies? I freaking won!! A L$600 prize purse was all mine. On top of that I answered the trivia question first and got a hella dress too!! NERD POWER!!!! I love it I walked it there broke and walked out with enough money to buy my Tardis and get Erbie a gift. We now have matching leather outfits and I will have to snag a picture of that for you.

Other than that and few more jaunts here and there, things are flowing pretty smoothly with us. I also have to say that for some who has been in SL for 32 days I have done pretty well for myself than most newbies my age. I am part owner in a set of 3 clubs, 2 of which I helped design. I have a extensive Roman Villa and a great, fabulous, awesome guy. Not too many gals can say that at 32 days of age. And most importantly I have a cache of fabulous friends! Not too bad if I do say so myself. So yeah, I am pretty freaking happy. More later kiddies.
Same bat time, same bat channel (get the old school Batman theme out of your heads, LOL).


-You and me
We're in this together now
None of them can stop us now
We will make it through somehow
You and me
If the world should break in teo
Until the very end of me
Until the very end of you-
We're In This Together
Nine Inch Nails


Just put me on my back, Knock me out again......

Most of today was spent decorating our fabulous new home. We had a couple of visitors as well. Dolmere came by for a moment and so did AllieKat Stovall. Allie gave us some furniture that she had made as a house warming gift. I thought that was awfully kind of her and she is welcome over anytime. Of course so is Dolmere because he is an absolute sweety.

We then went to The Shelter Ball. I had a wonderful time there and they were holding the best gown/suit contest. I didn't win and Erbo, who had best suit for 3 weeks was beaten by Sal, the tuxedoed elephant! That was just too funny. To be beaten in a suit contest by an elephant, oh the humility. :-) After the contest we went to Cameo, wheree we rode in the carriage until I decided I wanted to play in the arcade. We had worn our Victorian outfits that we picked up in Caledon, so with the horse-drawn carriage we looked totally like a period couple. We played skee ball which I totally sucked at and rode the swing ride. Then we laid on the beach for a moment.

After Cameo, there was shopping!! I took Erbo to this store that Dolmere had given me the LM for, walked to a display and told Erbo to pick the one item in the whole display that I liked. Can you believe that he hit the nail right on the head in the first try? I swear he is absolutely amazing! We also picked up a pirate outfit for me and a pirate outfit for him. In a few more days the clubs will be open. I can't waiting for opening day and I hope Erbo took care of the event posting (fingers crossed).

No rants tonight the evening was quite perfect. :-) Stayed tuned for more late breaking news as it happens.


-I want a girl with lips like morphine
Knock me out every time they touch me
I want to feel a kiss just crush me
And break me down
Knock me out (Knock me out)
Knock me out (Knock me out)
Cause I've waited for all my life
To be here with you tonight-
Lips Like Morphine
Kill Hannah


Now I've Had The Time of My Life.....

And now ladies and gentlemen, the moment you have all been waiting for. Here he is sitting next to me in our new home, in our new hot tub. I give you the most wonderful man in the world, Erbo Evans. We completed the construction of our villa tonight and were just taking a break. The villa is absolutely gorgeous. It follows the floorplans to a T with a few minor modernizations such as the hot tub. Most of the doors are covered with nice curtains and there is a wide screen television in the bedroom. We spent the evening listening to some smooth jazz and the atmosphere was just absolutely relaxing. I am just the happiest girl in the world. I have a great guy and a fabulous home, who could ask for anything more? :-)

I did happen to find an interesting store today. It was three floors of the most interesting stuff. A lot of it was BSDM equipment but there where some fabulous outfits there too and you know me and my Fabulous Sense of Style. I may have to pay another trip there some other time. :-)

But I have to cut this post short because most of my time was spent decorating the new house. Please stay tuned this station for more news as it happens.


-A million roads, a million fears
A million suns, ten million years of uncertainty
I could speak a million lies, a million songs,
A million rights, a million wrongs in this balance of time
But if there was a single truth, a single light
A single thought, a singular touch of grace
Then following this single point , this single flame,
The single haunted memory of your face
I still love you I still want you
A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves
Like galaxies in my head-
A Thousand Years


Here we are born to be kings....

Wow! Am I lucky or what? I must have the greatest guy in the world! I have this fascination with the Roman Empire and so I decided that I was going to live in a Roman Villa. Well tonight I get this bug up my butt and decide to go land shopping, I wanted some waterfront land to build my villa on. Can you say naive'? Little did I know, but waterfront land costs a small fortune! Well I had visions of a Roman Villa crumbling before my eyes. So I finally decide to settle for some land in the middle where it is cheaper and found some on a slope but I am short a little. And here comes my own personal hero to the rescue. Not only did he front me the money that I was short but, he pays for the land directly behind mine so that we now have this SUPER HUGE lot to build my villa on!! I have got to be the luckiest girl in the world!! No I know everyone wants to know who my superman is BUT good things come to those who wait! ;-)

So now I am going to spend the next hour or so hunting floor plans and such so that I can have a somewhat hystorically accurate villa. I say somewhat because I have to have windows. I love my floor to ceiling windows. I alway want to put some bluish-purple marble down around where I am going to put the atrium. I can't wait to plant the flowers and trees that are going to be in the atrium. Oh this is going to be so much fun!!

I got to talk briefly to my favorite Wolfie Akela today but we didn't get into an in depth conversation seeing as how he was getting ready to take off. I got to spend a couple of hours with him yesterday and he took me to some of the most amazing places. We talked and had a good time and he even got me to go furry with him. I was a snow leopard. Akela is such an awesome friend and such a wonderful person...er wolf that I just honestly adore him. I am going to have to sneak a picture of him so I can post it here.

And Now For the Rant.....
I have to ask myself why there are those people that come into SL for no other reason but to torment the NORMAL people that are already there. We residents call these people griefers because all they do is cause us grief. What purpose could you have for acting like a four year old? I think is very stupid and immature behavior and you really need to grow the hell up! If you have nothing to do with your time except torment people who are trying to have a good time then you need to get up and GO PLAY IN TRAFFIC!!!! Believe me, we will not miss you. I can not tell you how much it pisses me off to be at a club dancing on minute and find myself flying through the air or landing in the sea hundreds of miles away because some stupid moron thought it would be funny. I mean it seriously pisses me off and I really want to punt the idiot into next year. So I just have on thing to say to griefers, PULL THAT CRAP IN MY CLUB AND YOU WON'T LIKE ME VERY MUCH WHEN I AM DONE WITH YOU!!!!

Ok now since that is out of my system I can continue. I can't wait to start construction on the villa. Although I love the house I have in Rev Paradise the choices they give you for music SUCKS. Plus I hate paying rent and want to have someplace that I can walk around naked in if I so desire and not have to worry about the neighbors. :-) Really though I just want to have my own place and if you are wondering what club I am talking about, that is another good thing that comes to those who waits.

Well I am off in search of floorplans and pictures for what will be my lovely villa. Stay tuned.


-We'll jog with show folk on the sand
Drink Kirschwasser from a shell
San Francisco show and tell
Well I should know by now that its just a spasm
Like a Sunday in T. J.
That it's cheap but it's not free
That I'm not what I used to be
And that loves not a game for three-
Babylon Sisters
Steely Dan


Begin at the Beginning

Since the beginning is always a good place to start I will begin there. I am proud to say that little has changed on me since I came to the Mainland from Welcome Island, Help Island, oh whatever the place we start at. :-)

The only additions that have been made to my lovely form has been a custom skin that took me from cartoony pale to relistic pale (I need to get some sun) and the fabulous Gurl 6 Hair (Six Kennedy rocks!!!!). Aside from the height fluctuations I have remained my lovely self. I did try a custom shape but it felt wrong and in less than 30 seconds I was back in my own skin.

Well to start with the first place that I landed at after leaving the "how to create yourself place" was the Hyles Inforhub. Let me tell you that while it is called an Inforhub there is nothing that I have discovered, very informative about it. I wandered around there for a few days because everytime I tried to teleport somewhere I would run into someone's ban wall. But thankfully on the fourth day my luck kicked in and I teleported to a nice place and after I regained my eyesight from the teleport flashbulb effect, the first person I saw was Shock. Shockwave Plasma is the lovely lady who told me about the fabulous Shelter and gave me a few Lindens to get started on the road to what would become my Fabulous Sense of Style (FSS for short). To this day although we don't talk much, I still consider her a very good friend and her since of charity has inspired in me the urge to give to others. (I hope on day to recover from that urge :-))

Well in arriving at the Shelter, I was greeted by numerous lovely people and given tons of freebies. Then the wonderful Lars Bismark gave me a landmark to the place that will become my home away from home, Gurl 6 Hair Warehouse, some Lindens and sent me on my way. When I returned to Shelter with my fabulous first hair, Mr. Bismark then took me shopping for some fabulous outfits and thus the quest was on to develop my FSS.

Since that first encounter with the Shock, Lars and the Shelter I have since acquired an awesome skyhome in Revolution Paradise and very nice friends. I have to admit that I have also had my encounters with the creepy stalker types as well, but that has taught me to chose my friends wisely.

I don't know what it is with most men but they see a single woman and assume that I am just dying for their company, WRONG!!!! If I am alone it is because I chose to be alone and if I speak to you, it is because I am being polite. My saying "Hi" is not a coded message implying that I am dying for your company. I do not want you to follow me around and hound me for my name and whether or not you can father my children. If I find you attractive and want to spend time with you, I will let you know. On the other hand just because I do spend time with you does not make me your girlfriend, property or any other such possession. YOU did not put a ring on my finger, YOU are not my father and YOU definitely don't OWN me. Get a clue!!!! Then get a life!!!

Ok somehow these always seem to turn into a rant. :-) But I have adjust quite nicely to my life in SL and I have met that special someone. I am having a blast and discovering some new place to explore everyday. I love my life and I enjoy being me.

So now you have some idea of how I started and became the wonderful person I am, my only complaint is that I need to find a new nickname. Everytime I turn around I am meeting another Dani. I might have to change my my nickname to Fergie or something. I don't know but I will figure something out. More later.


-I tried so hard and got this far

But in the end it doesn't really matter

I had to fall and lose it all

But in the end it doesn't even matter-

In The End

Linkin Park